Posted in April 2008

THAT’S THE SOUND OF THE GIRL FINISHING HER THESIS.

PUBLIC APOLOGY: I am sorry I forced you to look at Quasimodo constantly for the last week and a half.

My eye is better (my cough is not). I turned in my final thesis on Tuesday, so you can only imagine the kind of things I’ve been doing for the past thirteen days. It’s not the past days I’m concerned about so much as those to come. I don’t even know what to do with three free hours right now, let alone the rest of my life.

In order to fill up some of those new hours, I picked up a book at the library yesterday. F. Scott Fitzgerald’s Tender is the Night. I picked it up because of the following quotation from an essay by David Hare “…on factual theatre.”

In a famous letter to the novelist F. Scott Fitzgerald, Ernest Hemingway expressed reservations about his friend’s great masterpiece Tender is the Night. Scott, Hemingway said, had taken elements of his own relationship with his wife Zelda, he had added in events which had befallen their mutual friends, Gerald and Sara Murphy, and then he had laid on top of this factual mélange a third layer, this time of pure invention. This was, Hemingway said, no way to write, because the reader was distracted by the question of what was real and what was not. In his reply, Fitzgerald pointed out that this was, actually, one of the means by which writers of fiction had always operated. Elizabethan dramatists, including Shakespeare, had regarded it as normal artfully to mix facts about people who had really existed with what these same people inspired in the author’s imagination. Hemingway had the perfect right to doubt Scott’s success with what he called ‘composite characters.’ What he had no right to do was question the method itself.

Hare goes on to discuss documentary theatre as a form, based on his own experiences:

Never for a moment has it occurred to me that such works, using verbatim dialogue, organized, arranged and orchestrated with proper thematic care should involve less labour, skill, or creative imagination than those dreamt up in the privacy of a study.

I bet you assumed I only thought about chicken wings, ice cream, and arts and crafts! Au contraire, mon frère! I wrote that whole damn thesis about documentary theatre, and although I have never wanted to think less about it, I am choosing to read Tender is the Night because of it. I didn’t actually include any part of David Hare’s essay in my thesis, but I found it fascinating. Even in my post-thesis mayhem, I am extending my study. CREEPY, right? Definitely didn’t think I’d be into that, but then I think about how much I like to think and learn, so why should I stop?

As I dive into this book (slowly… I dozed off after 5 pages yesterday), I look forward to being transported into another world. I look forward to immersing myself in that world and swimming around in it, but then getting out of it and thinking about the structure Fitzgerald created, and the amount to which it bothers or intrigues me that the characters are composites or the events are dreamed up. In short, I’m reading for the excitement of reading, but I’m also going to have a little book club with myself about my reading.

Maybe that’s just a way to fill up the time, but I feel pretty good about it.

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Work Cited:

Hare, David. “…on factual theatre,” Resource Material. Talking to Terrorists.

By Robin Soans. London: Oberon Books Ltd., 2005. 111-113.

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GO WASH YOUR HANDS–I CANNOT BE TRUSTED!

I feel you, brother. My nagging cough, sore throat, and clogged sinuses seem to have given my right eye their blessing to join the goddamn club. I, too, am wonky-eyed.

It’s that curse that I have (you might have it, too) that the minute I accomplish much hard work, my body says “OK, I QUIT” and gets sick. This time it started with feeling a little crappy, I was thinking “this feels like I might get sick.” So I upped my fluid intake, but still woke up the next day with a sore throat and feeling a little stuffy. Long story short, I am sick, and yesterday I’m puttering about my business when I notice oozing from my eyeball. OOZING FROM MY EYEBALL. Continue reading

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RED SOX HOME OPENAH TAHMARRAH

I am a Red Sox fan. I have a hat, and a keychain bottle opener. I am also, however, an inconsistent fan. If you were a bully, you might call me a fair-weather-friend of the Sox because I only watch the post-season, but you would be wrong (sort of).

I only watch during the post-season because for the past two years, I have lived in two houses with no televisions and one apartment with a television but no cable. No cable means no NESN. No NESN means no regular season games (at least very few). The post-season is on network television, so it’s all I get. Even tomorrow’s game is on NESN. The opener? Really? Thanks, guys. However, I wouldn’t watch it anyway. NOT because I don’t want to, but because I just can’t think about baseball until after April 22nd (MY SHIT IS DUE IN TWO WEEKS??!?!!!!). And even then, I still won’t have a TV and cable until July at the earliest (even that is still up for debate…).

All that said, I’m going to be a real grown-up soon, and being a real grown-up means that if I don’t pick up some consistent hobbies, I will be subject to a swift kick in the head by Boredom. Grown-ups like baseball, right? Or do they only like to listen to smooth jazz and discuss nature documentaries while sipping on a glass of rosé. It will be more likely that I will watch the Sox with wing sauce all over my face and a cold mug of beer in my paw. Maybe being a grown-up isn’t so scary after all.

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BRANCHING OUT

Another future craft! Depending on how well (if at all) you know me, you may have heard that, come July, my man and I will be moving into a new apartment. For the first time in years, I will be able to settle someplace for more than a mere 8 or 9 months–for my life as a student has been that of constant motion.

(SIDENOTE. I just ate a black jelly bean by accident and took it out of my mouth half chewed and put it on the coffee table… if you didn’t know me before, now you do, huh?).

Back to the apartment. The kitchen is cute, and would be considered an “eat-in” but it has neither counter-space nor drawers. None whatsoever. Nor is there a pantry. There is an open cabinet space above the stove and sink, and the two doors under the sink that will probably house cleaning supplies, and perhaps a trashcan. Those who know me know that I love to cook a lot. So with this kitchen in mind – take my love of crafty projects and couple it with my internal desire to be anywhere besides the academic world at this present moment, and what do you get? Kitchen solutions, naturally!

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